This I saw again today. More body, more compassion. Did I scream at the stupid service provider when waiting for them to do their job? NO. Yes I gave you that parking spot...Why?? Because If I saw it in the context of you "taking" it from me, I would have probably lost it and left my signature across the side of your car. See, I was nice. How's that for compassion huh? 

Today, maybe because I am making a point of it, I have yet again noticed the extremes people will go to to avoid people that make them uncomfortable. Hey! Me included. I am not blind to my own faults. Be it in line at the grocery store, or just stepping out of the "ant line" on the sidewalk. We aestetically stereotype. Oh Yes, we go all googly eyed at the tatted buff guy but completely ignore the nerdy looking dude. Why?? Because danger trumps security, that's why. And yes, I can hear all the marmy soccer moms going on about stability and reliability BUT, is it not in the adverse situations where we truly find out who we are and what we want? Do we not fight to keep things real instead of tolerating normalness for the sake of security???

Just a thought..... 

Okay so, here is where this is coming from. Besides deep from my heart, this has been a long time in the making. I am tired of introducing myself with head shots, too afraid that the rest of the package won't be accepted. Screw that shit. I am tired of saying all I have is hair, eyes and boobs. GUESS WHAT? I am so much more. More emotion, more REAL. More witty comebacks because I have had to think them up instead of getting hurt. More FIGHT inside me, because I have had to work twice as hard to prove I am worth it. My smile comes from a place deeper and more complex than little minds can comprehend. I love fiercely, like in romance novels, the kind you dream about when you are a little girl. I don't hate, but disappointment is as deep as the catacombs of hate, I've been there. BUT, I am real, and I have never and won't ever try to be something I am not again. 

This blog is about us. The misunderstood people who have been judged, tormented and humiliated by people who are too materialistic and blind to the inner workings of REAL people. Here's to US!